stark, saving, sad.

2005-11-06

i am in the worst mood ever. i really MUST stop reading other people's blogs. they only serve to make me nostalgic/grumpy/jealous/weirded out. none of the emotions they cause are ever actually happy ones. i am such a freak.

cannot figure out why i become like that though. is it because i know i have no life and they do? or.. because they cannot spell properly but i am somehow compelled to read on because i just wanna know what is it these people do? you know, i think it just all boils down to the fact that, yeah, okay. jeannette really has no life. sitting around waiting for something that shouldn't, and will never happen, to happen.