up and there.

2005-10-20

today, i went shopping with martina and moniza. and i was so tired when i met them. but then it was all okay. because their presence (along with forever 21, topshop, etc.) made me feel alot better. and i got so happy! retail therapy really works. believe me.

i bought:
a pair of classy heels, a top from forever 21, earrings, a pencilcase, a jacket from topman, a bolero top. and i am broke now. broke but happy.

and i really was. because i could shop without much care because my PROMOS are OVER and i got back my results. and i think it's likely that i'll be PROMOTED. but i'm not having high hopes. because then, when they're dashed, you don't fall so far. so i was happy.

until now that is. happy is always so transient. i realised i'm always happy. but it just depends on for how long. i have no idea why i care so much about what you think. i don't know why, when i read about how you feel, i get so sad and sorry and i want to pat you on the back and say 'everything's gonna be okay'. but that's not what you want, and it's not what you need. so i guess i shouldn't bother.

hang on girl, God's always there for us. at least, i'd like to believe that.