epiphanise me.

2005-09-04

a couple of days ago i was on the phone, and my friend told me it's sometimes better to not get your hopes up. cos they'll most probably get dashed anyway.

but i can't help it.

i know it's true, that i shouldn't bother, but when i hope, at least there's something to cling on to. something to look forward to. that's what i realised after i hung up. hope keeps me going i guess. but it makes everything more painful.

there are so many things i could live without. and you're not one of them.