pure vol.

2005-07-29

don't leave me yet, because i may go first.

there's nothing very much for me to say. i just hope that when i leave, the people left behind won't remember me as uncaring, unlikeable and selfish. there's so much more i'd like to do.

i've not slow danced with the one i love.
i've not taken long walks, sharing small things which might mean the most.
i've not gotten to sing in that band that i've always wanted to be in.
i've not made it to a size 8.
i've not been to spain or provence.
i've not achieved Self-Actualization.
i've not written a book.
i've not learnt to salsa.
i've not made the most of myself.
i've not told the ones that i love the most, 'i love you'.

so i'm telling you now, that i do, because it might be too late for tomorrow.