don't lie to me any more than you have to.

2005-06-23

i am deliriously happy. even with a stomachache from eating the taiwan Shilin snacks chicken thing. which is really unhealthy and fattening and i should be feeling awful guilty now. which i am, but my happy completely overrides it.

don't know why. because i am also terribly far behind in my revision for my mid-years. they start tomorrow. but i'm still not depressed. i am indubitably worried, but still happy.

i'm guessing it's because i got to go out today. just over to J8, for like, what, 2 seconds. ok, fine, for an hour. but i have not been out of the house for no other reason than to take a break for so long that it felt so nice. and good. and martina will tell you how excited i was about this little excursion out of my home. which now that i mention it, has random men on the roof outside my window from time to time because we're having SLIGHT renovation works, thus distracting me from further study.

i also think it's because i miss martina and seeing her today made me happy. awww. but i'm serious.

i don't know how i'm going to survive studying for the A's. at the rate i'm going, i can't even study for 4 days straight, not to mention, a month?

other people made me happy too. but they'll never know who they are.