[sub]urban.

2005-06-30

'i really want you.'

don't you just hate it when people do this on their blogs(diaries, whatever) and do not elaborate? i know. me too. but i'm guilty as charged. HAHA.

ok, but don't focus on that already. i realised that i'm drifting from EVERYONE. i have no time to meet up with people, to talk to them, and even when i do, i'm too tired, or bad company. and this is without council. people are consistently telling me that now with council, it'll be even harder.

sorry martina, eunice and moniza. for being such bad company (even if it was only for a few minutes), on friday.

i wish i could spend more time to catch up with you guys. i wish i could close the gap between sharon and amanda and i that appeared somewhere between february to now. i wish that i could go back to SCGS and squeal over the people i see, but i can't change that now, because i was never really close to the juniors. or the SC girls. i wish that i was spiritually strong enough to mentor someone younger than me, and not because i feel obliged to. i wish for a lot of other things too.

i think i ask for too much.