dear all. even those who wouldn't be reading.

2005-03-17

a term is over, and there is this air of sudden finality about. it's been foisted upon me, and i didn't even notice. there are people that i didn't say goodbye to, and whom i will also probably never see again. i felt i should say a little something, so here's to all, even those i will continue seeing.

YOU BOTH.
amanda and sharon i love you both alot. sometimes more, sometimes less, to be honest. but you both are always there for me, well, almost, and i appreciate it lots and lots. there's nothing more that i can say because i hope you all know it already.

THE SC CROWD.
martina i have NO idea what i would do without you. i adore talking to you, listening to you gripe, griping to you, *****ing about others, ogling beautiful people and wishing we could be more like them. there's like, practically nothing i can't talk to you about, and hope it's ditto for you too! please please please, don't forget me even if we go to different schools.
moniza it's really cool how we found each other in sec 2, and then 'refound' again this year. it's not like i lost you or anything in sec 3 and 4, i just know we drifted. so here's to us, even when you go to AC and i [hopefully] stay in NY. enjoy yourself, i'll miss you.
deegee
phway you just gotta love her. i am GLAD, seriously, that i got to know you better last year. i missed you at gradnight. i will miss you again. hope you get into whatever JC you wanted to. we must go out sometime.
phyllis i seem to have gotten closer to alot of people last year! haha, you included. i'll not forget our lunches at j8, and those 'cocky marist guys'. i don't know if you have already though. ditto for phway, we must go out sometime.
soongfee hey! i didn't know to put you as part of TGR, or the class. but i figured, it didn't matter, you're still one cool girl. so stay that way, and i'll see you around.
geraldine sweetie, i haven't seen you for the longest time. thank you for being our great and responsible class rep and putting up with our nonsense. i really miss you, i love talking to you in chinese class, about laoshi, and the weirdest stuff. it's where we actually bonded. so, talk to me girl.
yvette our other class rep. thank you for putting up with the class too. i'll miss you and your sweetness.
stella with your potassium and what not. makes me confused. but it was nice getting to know you better the previous 2 years.
shuyingmy dear class buddy. had to sit with you for a whole year! but it's great! and i'll miss you, and miss asking you for hairbrushes, nail clippers, face wash, and other grooming products. not that you had them, it was just fun to ask. miss me too alright.
tessa and sheena hey, it was fun knowing both of you. it's very amusing. maybe i'll see you both around sometime.
audrey you are so cute! haha, really. there's nothing much more to be said.
tina i don't know you well, but thanks for the livestrong band. and i had fun with you during OBS in sec 3. i know i was darn annoying, so it's ohk if you can't say the same. haha.
jelene i can't not mention you, but there's nothing else to be said. thanks for putting up with me in 2003.
samyee thank you for being so long suffering as the only prefect in our class last year. we still love you.
the rest i'm sorry if i didn't mention you, but i am growing tired and the list is long. just know that it wouldn't be 4Diligence2004 without each and everyone of you.
others
wendy yay that i got to know you. i will see you again. i must see you again.
jelaine i don't regret ever knowing you, and yeah, we have TOTALLY drifted, but we still have to catch up from time to time, alright.
eunice i love you. stay the way you are, because that's what makes me adore you so. never doubt yourself ohk. i'll see you around.
keshi i miss being your class buddy, even though it was ages ago, in like sec 2. it was then we really got to know each other, and enjoy yourself in your new school.
mingyan i love you! i'll miss having choir with you.
the choir juniors thank you. you all are so cool, thank you for that great farewell last year. i am sure you'll fill up our shoes well. all the best for SYF.
TGR those not aforementioned in alphabetical,
angeline, jasmine, maylin, pearlyn thank you for making up The Girls' Room.
SHERYL i didn't know where to put you. i don't even know if you read my diary, but i didn't forget you. and i miss you still.

NYJC - MY NEW PEOPLE.
05S10C in alphabetical of first name,
angel, jacqueline and wendy i never really very close you all, but whatever contact i had with you three, you all were very nice! hope we can stay in the same class again k.
beatrice aww! you sweet, cute girl! it was so nice having you in my class! you're so nice and helpful. haha, and i mentioned cute right? hopefully we'll be in the same class again!
benjamin chua, liang and davinit was nice being in the same class as you guys. wouldn't have been 05S10C without you all! really.
bin i really hope you like it in RJ. or in america, or wherever you choose to continue studying. seriously. lighten up a little, don't take everyone so seriously. it's cool knowing you. stay in touch with us ok?
huifang thanks for letting us use your house for the class barbecue! you freaked me out a little at first, so fierce! but turns out you're alright! i'll miss you, wish we weren't going to different classes.
imelda whoo. one of my first project/presentation things people. it's cool knowing you, hope we'll be in the same class too!
jasmine wah! you clever girl! :) when you go to VJ must pay more attention ok! i'll miss you, keep in contact with us ohk?
jenric hey, it was fun hanging out with you these past few months. take care of yourself ok? it'll be sad we can't be in the same school. keep in touch.
kiren you stupid guy. but it's really fun having you in class. you make tutorials alot more interesting. haha. it'll be sad not being in your class anymore but i'll see you around in school!
lynette i adore you! i am tempted to drop econs so that the chances of me being in your class will be higher. :) really! i will having you in class. DAMN. i realised all the people that make class fun are going. you must still say hi to me in school ah.
michelle and siying you both are so close! made me a little afraid to approach at first. :) it's nice to have gotten to know both of you though. hope we'll be in the same class still!
rachel all the best! hope you enjoy it in NJ. take care.
siping and winnie hey! it was fun doing the house CNY thing with you guys. i'll see you around in school k? maybe we can be in same classes!
tammy hey, thanks for helping us with the class jersey and everything. i really really hope to see you in NY again ohk!
vanessa hey girl, i will miss you loads if you go over to SA or whatever. it's been really fun hanging out with you these past few months, you're like barrels of fun to be with. it's cool that we click pretty well, what with you being from IJ and me being and SC girl. haha. if you stay in NY, hopefully we'll be in the same class!
zhen yao you're really really amusing. you make class so much more interesting! i'll see you around in NY, wish we weren't going to different classes too.
the OG, most of it in alphabetical
amanda hey! was cool being in the same og as you! and the CNY thing was fun too! see you around in school!
caiyun, chiahui, hweesiang and xiaoyan hey! i didn’t get really close to all of you but it was a cool time with you guys! we’ll still see each other around in NY, yeah?
eileen hey! it’s so nice to have gotten to know you. it was really cool having you in the og and all. glad you’re staying in NY. must go out together more ohk!
peizhen eh!! you funny girl! haha, it’s so cool to have you in the OG lorh. so sad i only dared talk to you more during like the end of orientation. og outings are fun with you around and all lah! please, must remember to talk to me still even though you’re not staying on in NY ohk?
shuyee hey, you sweet girl. you’re one of the first ones to talk to me during orientation. even though i had the DAO face. haha, i had a lot of fun today with you all during the dinner. must go out together ah!
the guys didn't get to know you all well, but it was cool being in the same og. wouldn’t have been OG 20 without you guys!
the OGLS in alphabetical,
fawwaz you made orientation a truckload of fun. it's cool talking to you, really interesting and fun. glad to have been in your og and i'll see you around in school!
poh ling hey! i don't see you much around in school. but thanks very much for being our OGL and making my orientation so great!
weiqi thank you! for talking to me even though i had that DAO face. you made orientation alot easier for me from the start. i'll see you around!
zhenhui i didn't get to talk to much during orientation and everything, but thanks for being our OGL and putting up with our rubbish.
this applies to all four of you. all the best for you block tests next week! and thank you again, i wouldn't have bothered to try out OGLeading if not for you all.
the choir ones
felicia i'm sorry i'm such a lousy choir junior. i adore you ok, and i have lots of fun with you. i fully do NOT hate you. haha, i'll see you around in school, if not in choir.
emily hey! choir is even more interesting with you around. hope you like the white musk! tell me MORE about my eye candy, man.
susannah hey! it's cool getting to know you through choir and the CNY thing. glad you're staying, can still catch you in school then.
eleanor how queer. i only got talking to you more this year in choir even though i've known you for what, eight years or something. i'll continue seeing you even if not in school.
samantha thanks for helping susannah and i the time felicia didn't come. you still look awfully familiar.
others i may have forgotten forgotten is just a state of mind. i didn't really forget! thank you for making my time in choir enjoyable.

thank you for making a permanent difference in my life. it may not amount much to you, but it did to me. tell me if you love me.